To keep you guys update on what's going on with why I've been absent on here and on art.
I am going to keep this short as possible, because as I've said before...It's just too much to talk about.
One: Lately, since the beginning of this year, I've been stressing over my personal life a lot more then usual. Things have come up that could potentially break up my family someday. It's made me angry, and break down into tears everytime I have ever thought or talked about it. I can't give you any details, or atleast tell you what the problem is because it's extremely personal and it's not something I can talk about with just anyone. Please understand.
Two: I have also been stressing about being confused about my sexuality, and I have been feeling like I have been lying to myself and others about being straight...I feel like that I might not be straight.
Btw this hasn't nothing to do about the family break up thing. WHOLE different issue. My family loves supports me no matter what.
I wrote a long post about it on my tumblr, you can read it here: squeaky-moose.tumblr.com/post/…
I feel more comfortable letting you guys know what I feel then my family. I don't know why I feel so nervous to tell them.
Three and last: Next quarter (up to December) I am going graduate from the Art Institute and this quarter has been getting me nervous and stressed as hell to get work done. Especially with one of the groups that I have had to work with for this whole quarter that has been treating each other like and making me feel like crap. It sucks but I have to deal with it until I graduate.
So, I am pretty much juggling a lot of stresses at once in one year and I am about ready to just quit everything.
But luckily I have wonderful friends in my life that has been helping me get through all of this, or atleast bare it.
I hope you guys understand that I will be really slow on here but I will do my best to be active when I can be active.